Glodhak! The most unwanted deja vu

kalau ada kata-kata yang paling tepat menggambarkan suasana hatiku sore itu adalah... ***lan! glodhak! kalaupun ada shinkasen lewat di kota kecil mungil ini pun tak akan mengalihkan suasana hatiku. seperti deja vu yang tak diharapkan, aku ingin teriak mengaduh tapi tak bisa. ***lan!

*this damn conversation about her (again???) has really made my day upside down. but i have to admit this had become a consolation to my lonely heart. huh, does it ring a bell??*