Who was I?

"...Seperi arung jeram yang liar saya terbanting-banting, merasa excited dan arusnya yang deras membuat saya tidak mampu melihat daratan di tepi sungai di seberang sana. Tapi setelah melewati jeram yang liar, kini saya menyusuri sungai yang tenang, dan saya bisa melihat dengan jelas daratan mana yang akan saya tuju, yaitu persahabatan. Yet, i feel that everyting that i have been writing to you is too much. Maybe too much for you to be able to breath...

After all, I often feel that I am a true Aquarius, who lives with my own dreams

Who was I before that make me like this?..."

A never ending talk
about life between life (LBL)
with you