Is it really you? Or just a deja vu?

Was it serendipity*
was it unverhoft komft oft?*
That I found you again
with your calm smile
with your deep voice

Was it insanity?
totally or partially?
That when I set my eyes on you
i found that same page of
the book of my life turned blank again
to start all over again

Was it real?
Was it you?
or is it just a deja vu?

I could not afford the luxury of a deja vu...

*I hope i spell it right