We're not that far apart

we're not that far apart
the small garden of eden stood beautifully
as if giving the landscape
for heart-rendering love story

and yet my heart stood apart from yours
it failed to render any recognition of the past glory
where none of the garden of eden nor the landscape
were in sight

which is worse then, being so close at heart
with nothing to avail, or
being so close at hand
and still you're not there?

and even i chose not to see you

*i just realised that not to love and be forever free is really much better than to love and to be free. welcome freedom...*