If one day you feel like crying

If one day you feel like crying
Call me.
I don’t promise you that…
I will make you laugh
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away-
Don’t be afraid to call me.
I don’t promise to ask you to stop,
But I can run with you.

If one day you don’t want to listen to anybody;
Call me and…
I promise to be very quiet

But …
if one day you call and there is no answer…

Come fast to see me…
perhaps I need you…

*if one day I feel like crying... i may want you to stay away...*

It was not but

For it was not into my ear you whisper
but into my heart

It was not my lips you kissed
but my soul

Jogja, 12 March 2006

*for it was my conscience you tear apart*

Dalam kehangatan pojok itu

dalam kehangatan pojok itu
kuhembuskan nada-nada merdu
menembus dingin malam nan kelu
mengenyahkan segala ragu

dalam kebekuan malam itu
kuingat segala nada palsu
yang kutinggalkan bergema
di pojok yang masih hangat itu

*sometimes it's much easier that way... easier for everyone who needs consolation, the most for my own. but, should this sustain?*