coming back from the misty land
i thought i yearn for the sunlight

i was wrong
the mist has cast its spell on me

*welcome!*

Unverhofft kommt offt

Unverhofft kommt offt...

*everything during the last few days, what are they? i almost come to the conclusion, they are not Unverhofft kommt offt at all...*

The no longer Steinbeck kind of black and white of my life (2)

As i lay back alone,
reaching for the life that i thought
i can reach back
with you out of the picture
is it really that
now i get back the Steinbeck kind
of black and white of my life
i long for?

*what am i looking for? am i happy? am i sad? maybe steinback can tell me. too bad he's dead. though he's not dead in my memory*

In memoriam (2)

bahkan ketika embun tak lagi menetes
di daun-daun mengiringi ragamu
aku tahu sinar mentari
tetap mengiringi jiwamu
membumbung ke langit tak berbatas

*in deep griefing memory of Andi Nurusman, who left us all on Sunday, 3 Dec 06. i regret that i dont know you better.*