A lone journey to neverland

It's just a long journey of being without anyone, but none other only with myself.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

A long night of loneliness

A long night of loneliness
where nothing really matters
but you on the other side of the mountain

the ring of fire suddenly flares
giving light to the darkness
but not to the lonely heart

cause you remain engulfed in the mist

*somehow morning is so far away*

Home

i've been searching for so long
for the voice that has betrayed
so much happines and love

would it be home at last
to where misery is but a lasting joy?

*i cease not to wonder*

Friday, January 26, 2007

The no longer Steinbeck kind of black and white of my life (3)

i search for your face
among the dark clouds and the angry day
you're just not there

where were you? where have you been?
i need my life again, that you have painted like
the steinback kind of black and white of life

*when insanity is my kind of sane life. how i wish to be living in it forever*


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

dalam kabut dan langit redup
kau bawa separo hatiku
ke pulau di atas awan

masih bisakah kurenggut kembali
apa yang kau bawa
agar kuutuh menjadi diriku sendiri

*agar ku bisa lebih mencinta diri sendiri*

ketika badai berlalu,
langit selalu lebih cerah
bahkan mungkin berukir pelangi

*after i close the pandora box, and they cease to be in it. congrats*

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

The pandora box

i wish you had shared me your pandora box
where i can understand all your worries
and all the things that undo our faith and hope

but i have to open it for you
for your heart only gives room
to a box filled with rainbows and moonlight

*i wish i had never opened the pandora box*

Monday, January 01, 2007

I miss you like the earth longing for the sun

I miss you like the earth longing for the sun
When the night hides its ray from its aching heart
But it believes morning will bring it back,
and the earth cannot but rejoice
its radiant gleam.

*I know I love you*