A lone journey to neverland

It's just a long journey of being without anyone, but none other only with myself.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

My heart was never empty

for if you feel that you've filled my heart
was it empty really
i feel that rather it was too full
that i have to empty it for your love

*for i want to love you with half of my heart only, the other half half to keep me still alive and loving*
**after an evening session with a new friend, why on earth the name does ring a bell, i thought i am through with you**

Friday, June 08, 2007

Looking for my Steinbeck's black and white kind of life - or rainbow?

Here i am
and i m not sure where i am
is it the Steinbeck's black and white kind of life i am searching for?
or is it the rainbow?

am i just seeking my metaphor?

*Bali, in the encounter with migreh

**i know steinbeck will never have rainbow - not even as metaphor*

Saturday, June 02, 2007

The hunchback catching on the last ray of the day

As I see you hunching on the sidewalk
hidden by the still glistening ray of the day,
the street seems to disappear before me

and I see you in your ragged be
tears streaming down as if they wont subside
and still you choose not to hold my outstretched hand
as if fearing dawn will befall
before your life
feel the last glistening ray of the day

who am I to you, the angel of death?

*you cannot erase all miseries of the world, you say. But you can promise that dawn will promise a day break for those in misery*