Till my friendship do you part

Will you...
in sadness and sorrow
in gladness and joy
take me forever
in your companion

and will you
join hands with me
to shield away
the friendship that will
do us apart

I wish i could tear away that joining hands
when friendship lasts no more
what is left?
a joining of hands is but a knife in the flesh
dug deep and unretreivable
I mourn for our friendship

Is it really you? Or just a deja vu?

Was it serendipity*
was it unverhoft komft oft?*
That I found you again
with your calm smile
with your deep voice

Was it insanity?
totally or partially?
That when I set my eyes on you
i found that same page of
the book of my life turned blank again
to start all over again

Was it real?
Was it you?
or is it just a deja vu?

I could not afford the luxury of a deja vu...

*I hope i spell it right