Kabar cinta sore itu

Aku duduk termangu sore itu
entah mengapa ketika kabar cinta kuterima
hatiku gundah gulana

Kadang kuingin sekedar gerhana
gelap menutup bulat hati yang meronta
seolah ingin keluar dari cahaya

Kadang kuingin sepotong kata
keluar dari mulutmu yang durjana
bahwa hatimu tak seindah yang kuduga

Ku sekedar ingin adrenalinku bekerja

*A misty Jogja one evening; it's not that i m in mourning, the joy is such that sometimes it feels like misery*

I feel like i have known you from my sweet past - is it?

i feel like i have known you from my sweet past
and that the world just befalls like another migreh

*would i confuse you with my bleak memory, as the cocoon has yet to break out of the pandora box?*